heard from news, this july's intake for NTU and NUS, SAT I is not a neccessity...... zzzz.... one or two yrs ago, SAT was a need to the entrance of the UNI in spore, and now? change was so fast!

have been taking bus to and fro work everyday.... and i getting disguted by singaporean's attitude.... YUCKZ! just a few days back, on a crowded bus(morning rush), u know those seats tat face the sides at the back of bus? anw, there was a guy sitting there, with an empty seat beside.... well as u know, guys always seat with their legs wide open, and this is wat the guy did! i actually don care if they open their god damn legs, but as a lady walks over to take the empty seat, normal, courteous, gentleman will give way alittle, and not open their legs SO big, but this guy just ignores! and the poor lady have to sit till so uncomfortable....... disgusting know! why the hell does he have to open his leg TAT wide?! something wrong with his dick? too swollen? as if it is TAT big anw?! he looks just so small size, with the brain as big as his god damn balls! damn!

and then there are those type of stupid aunties too! they will carry those big bags of things, sometimes it is not v big thou, and simply put them besides them ON the seat! hey, come on lar, chair is for ppl to seat down, and the bus is crowded, and u pay a one man's fee, just lk the others, wat rights do u have to occupy 2 seats?!!! damn selfish pigs know..... as if u couldn't sit down with those bags under ur legs.... when those aunties see 1! empty seat, will still run ahead of others to sit down! with those clumsy bags, she still can sit comfortably with just 1! seat, then y they still occupy 2?? esp when she sees sooooo many ppl standing on crowded buses?? i don care if she occupies 4 or five seats when it is an empty bus..... but y?? on a crowded bus?? idiots sia!

not onli cases lk these, ppl these days just seems to have forgotten the words, sorry, thank u, please.... they can knock into u, and still give u a stare, as if saying, wat the hell u standing in my way?! fuck them! and it seems lk giving a smile to others equals to cutting a piece of meat from him/her! alot of ppl also face others with their noserils..... y i say tat? coz u can onli see their noserils when u tok to them..... not tat i am short and have to look up to them, but they just have to tilt their head so high up into the air! stupid stuckup fools......

my fren just came back from china and she was telling abt how un-gentlemen the ppl are in china..... zzzz... .really increases my disgust for chinese! no wonder those english(ang mohs) will despise chinese.... chinese just doesn't have the self-discipline.... thou not all english are tat gentleman, but most of them have.... self-discipline? dono wat it is called, but they respect others, courteous, behave with humanitarism...... for both races to be in the same level of treatment, maybe the chinese have to do some self-improvement be4 they point fault at others.....

i myself is a chinese, but i just hate the way most behaves! damn.... i am not saying all the chinese here in this entry, but from wat i see, at least 50%, i would say, are these irritating fucked up ppl!!!


11:11 PM

must try this out to see ur Employment Characteristic.


here's a little part of mine, keke :

Although Jacqelyn is often outgoing and chatty, she can at times be quite introspective. She may not of course see herself as an entertainer, but she nevertheless has all the qualities needed for the stage. She may seem shy on interview, but put her on a platform with an audience, and you will see the benefits that she can bring to any employment that demands such skills.

Good with details and with a methodical approach, Jacqelyn nevertheless is someone who enjoys constant new challenges to maintain her interest. She is a methodical individual with attention to detail, but is inclined to leave tasks unfinished if her active mind alights on something of greater interest. Routine tasks that fail to challenge her intellect are at greatest risk, so Jacqelyn needs a job that offers variety.


wahhaaha.... there's more thou... try it out dudes


9:49 AM

guess u guys have heard abt the animation created by nyp students showing on tv mobile.... click here to see all.....

this show thingy is like the one ahmad (my poly 3d animation teacher) took part in last yr.... check it out ppl, some are not bad..... thou alot are.... erm.... well u know.... lol


1:05 AM

watched the show this evening.... not bad, worth watching.....

was so tired, tat i slept on the bus.... then suddenly i heard a guy's voice and i jerked awake! lol.... quite surprise, coz i had my earphones on.... and the music was NOT soft loh!! lol.... i wonder how loudly did the old man called mi...... quite embarrass, but i still am v greatful to him.... keke

came home and then send my bro to his sch again.... was v tired.... but oh well, it is not an everyday thing tat he asks a favour from me..... guess i am still a v homely gal......


12:02 AM

been dutifully going home straight after work for the past wk, and staying at home in the weekends.... sigh... not tat i am boring or wat.... just tat there aint any programs at all..... haiyo mi circle of frenz are small, yaya.....

went to fren's house to take vcd, onli then i realise i can get a v v nice pic of sunset at her corridor!!! i've been to her place for, i think not less than 5 yrs, and only now do i realise this sunset view...... sigh... (so wat's new, man)..... lol

din noe y, but i love sunset alot.... maybe it is bcoz sunrise is always shorter, and not tat clear in spore, and most importantly, too early to be seen! lol so i told myself to bring my digi cam along the nxt time i knew i will drop by her house in the evening.... hmmm......


12:41 AM

am stoning away in the office now.... so bored....

read the last sun newpaper last nite..... (yaya, i'm slow... lol) well, sat was the v-day, so the paper is all abt love thingy..... or rather more abt sex issue.....

it is talking abt "romance or sex" for this v-day...... since 3 big magazine co-incidentaly includes enclosed sex guides on this particular month.... so there's alot of surveys, interviews with couples/ladies..... the result is, ladies will link sex with this day!
i, myself have realise tat the time when ladies will fold origami for guys, has chenged to, guys folding origami as gifts to gals, and gals just bought some simple gift to the guys! it seems tat the world has now changed, as in guys are taking gals role and vice versa...... (of coz, not applicable to EVERYBODY) and co-incidentally, this issue is not a stranger in my life too... lol


Q:Romance or sex?
she: romance first, but sex is essential.... best to have the 2.
he : romance. sex is optional..... the 2 doesn't have to come together.

haha.... remembering, this two roles is the oppositte yrs ago..... din know when or y or to whom it has changed on...... maybe guys will start to choose to stay at home as "househusband" and gals strive their best in the society in future..... it's just a MAYBE......


12:21 PM

watched moulin rouge earlier this evening..... it was a v v nice show.... a waste tat i've missed it when it was out on cinema then......

dono y, this question just pops into my mind there n then...... would u choose to lost ur gf/bf to another person or lose him/her forever to death god?? and it is a situation tat u get to choose, and onli these 2 choices...... which is worse??


11:57 AM

back from yet another lunch time..... the boredom just keeps growing everyday man.... felt tired, weak, no strength to even sit up straight.....

>:| there are just some ppl out there who can onli share their woes with u period.... damn i am so fedup..... wtf! i think the onli thing on her mind is their own troubles, misery...... i hate to think tat i am just a person when they got trouble, they come find me, then for the rest of the time, i am wiped out from their mind..... damn it! i am not a u call, then i go type of fren man!! i don wan to turn ard again on my fren.... but i am wondering is she deserve me to be treating them as frenz or wat..... fucking shit.....

i am seen as a cold-hearted person in my close budds' point of view.... coz i can say give up, don wan, walk away and tat's it..... (esp in terms of feelings). they say i am v siao sa type of person...... but i am not loh..... maybe, giving up or turning my back on someone is easy for me, but when i really wanted something v much, i nvr have the dare or strength to fight for it.... so wat am i?? fuck fuck....


1:14 PM

looks interesting....




You are a Revolutionary Woman!
You could care less about the monarchy!
You live for yourself!

You're beautiful and kick-ass! And like a female-warrior. You're resourceful, smart, tough, street-smart. You live life for yourself and not as others dictate and refuse to be branded into a category. You live apart from world and society.

Which Royalty Are You? Find out! By Nishi.


11:39 PM

just came back from lunch hour.... sianz.... no mood to work at all sia.... :<

yest the supervisors checked on our work, and there's alot of things needed to be changed...... so practically spend almost half a day in changing all the stuffs... worse of all is tat he wants us to complete one stack of script with 9 scenes by the end of this month.... and i took one whole week to finnish the first scene..... haiz.... how how??

been contacting with 2 long lost fren..... funny sia, they din contact me for lk ages then suddenly will contact me again..... almost at the same time... haiz.... they must have been toking abt me when they mit or wat.... lol... one is my ex and other his buddy.... lol weird.... weird.....


1:44 PM

was heating up something earlier on, and i forgot abt it.... damn.... there's huge creaking sound and strong burning smell coming out from it now.... :< think the bowl in it was a goner.... maybe the pot too..... wth am i thinking sia.....

finished part of an episode of Band of Bro..... this epi is toking abt the soldiers finding the camps where jews were held in..... the bodies n scenes looks very real..... at least it reminds me of the pics i saw when i was studying hist in sec sch.... this part of the war really shows how much sins hitler really caused.....

i was thinking, wat is right or wat is wrong in this world? doing something right, means something tat is not to ur own benefit or even will hurt urself, will u still do it? is it still a right thing to be done? or vice versa, and the questions still come round.....

so i guess the main question is whether u shd live for others, as in do things tat others will be happy to see, or things tat reaches others' expectation, OR shd u live purely for urself, don bother abt other ppl's thinking, or expectations? i guess is middle middle?? humans are always living on the border line of things...... the greyish line, i will say.....


11:22 PM

put in the comment area in the past 1 n half hr..... tired... lol din really bothered to put it in the past, coz i tot a tag-board is enuff.... but now my dearest budd cannot see the web1000 pg, so i decided to put in this comment thingy.... web1000 really sux lar... might change it in near future...

i think i am v v rich this month.... keke... cousin got me some accessories for bday.... i love the pendant... hahaha.... lalala


9:49 PM

today was the thaiphusum (din know the spelling) day for the indians.... well this is the cultural tat indian man was to carry a big n heavy metal thingy, with pins n needles piercing through their body as the support....... from my mem, i think the man have to be on diet for a month or so to prepare themselves for this special day.... and it is said to be not painful?! hmmm i wonder.....

anw, i was on the bus when i pass Little India and one lane on the road is closed to be used by the indians for their parade..... so the traffic was slow and it give me the opportunity to have a close look..... it was v v interesting..... the indians were in grps, the frens, relatives were all ard to give encouragement and even dance with the guys carrying the heavy stuffs to music..... well, from wat i see, they are v happy, just lk when we chinese r having our CNY.

the things on their bodies were of various shapes and sizes, all done by themselves..... some were indeed v beautiful, esp when they start to sway to the rythm inspite of the piercing pain on their body..... and the most interesting thing, i saw alot of yandaos and chio bus!!! lol.... ok i noe, i shd have my attention on those "main leads" instead of other ppl ard them.... but i can't help noticing the beautiful ppl ard! really v chio n hansome..... keke

k here's a little excitment for my boring days.... lol.... btw meet up with an old fren today.... feelings weird.... yet so peaceful.... erm... nvm, shall stop here now... keke i have a v happy day today.... :>


1:07 AM

just came back from fren's house.... lol was quite bored after a mid-nite show last nite, so when my fren suddenly took out the aeroplane board game, we just played with it! worse of all, just the 2 of us playing it!! whahaha we r the man!!!

then ltr into the nite, decided to watch some vcds, so the 3 of us watched a chinese show..... lame, but the casts were gorgeous n handsomes hehe...... grab some slp on the dawn till 9 this morning, it was raining so heavy then, so nice! keke

catch the show Gothika at mid-nite...... lol i think quite a few of my frenz will scold me lk shit when they knew tat i've watched it :p.... was quite surprise tat such a lousy n unknown cinema, Princess, was showing the show be4 the realease date.... keke anw, IT WAS A NICE SHOW!!! lol i've been waiting for this show for lk centuries!! i was lk "peeking" at the screen for half the time!!! lol it was scary! lol then my fren's sleeve was lengthen from all my thugging and grasping.... whahaha :p

highly recommended from mi...... high suspend show, u will lk keep guessing y n how n wat is going on... etc etc.......


12:40 PM