this is the after effect of being under stress for a long long time, then at the moment of released.........





sometimes, i am a person not good with words.....
hmmm sometimes, somethings, pictures will speak louder than words....


10:32 AM

when a gal did something wrongly, i think her first reaction or action to the affected person is, saying sorry, trying to get forgiveness, then trying to make up for it with another suggestion......

when a guy did something wrongly, his first reaction was to fake ignorance, then trying to think of a lie to cover up for his mistake, so tat the party will feel tat he is innocent, not at fault........

i am not saying this aplies to every gals or guys, but MOST of us....... hmmmm, difference between gals and guys?


10:02 AM

My, gone through lots of hardship, groupmates


Finally..... for the hard work of the past 3 months or so, (well, it is supposed to be 6 months.... but we dragged it, lol) FYP finally finished..... although am now one foot outside my grave, (coz still got the animation proj to go), am still not feeling on cloud nine.... dono y.......

had this feeling of am disliked by everybody...... excluding my parents of coz..... dono y.... maybe i shd just go back to my cave and hide myself from everybody now.......


1:01 AM

saw the variety show featuring sun yan zi, the past sunday..... it was a program abt all her past, feelings, etc..... actually i din really pay much attention to the program, except a part, where she was introducing this song and tok abt her feeling there n then......
hmmm guess, she's not alone out there with this feeling...... exactly wat i am feeling rite now.... all reflected in this lyric..... i wanna run away, to a nobody's island..... am so tired.... haiz..... however i will feel lonely in tat island..... :< how?!
i am a contradicting, indecisive woman....... just the char of the water.... aquarious...........................


3:23 AM

just came back from a celebration for one of my buddy... hee had fun shopping for the "presents". and i guess really gave her a big surprise..... but whether she is happy anot, i don't noe......
went to clementi for supper, saw this mad man shouting v loudly at a gal, might be her gf....... then he saw us looking, so he chase and shout at us all the way to the carpark..... siao!
was quite sad, my buddy looks soooo worried, so unhappy, and even pick up smoking, yet i can't do a thing, i can't even share the burden...... haiz........ life.....


1:27 AM

so irritated.......!!! argh! fyp is scheduled to be completed by this fri, so tat bugging can start next wk....... but every part seems to be 80 or 90 % done!!! there's still small little things here n there to add, to change, to adjust..... argh..... stress..... pekcek......


10:24 PM

was walking down orchard road to meet frenz at cineleisure....... then just so sudden i lk the feeling of being inside the big crowd of ppl..... the ppl were all in diff grps, some were in a hurry, some were just chatting away...... then i am me, alone, in my world there n then....... quite a nice feeling!! haha new discovery


12:55 AM